Screamokokoneko

Sticks and stones  may break my bones but words can only hide the truth from me.

Dear humans who read this note. If you think i'll bore you with my words and say I love you Clearly your wrong and have not been watching enough. recording was successful. Listen  back. hear the way.I say these words Can't you see, I'm Begging for help or at least the truth? No you can't see that. For you are blind, see? If you won't help me with my happiness. I believe this is the time I tell you what this note happens to be A note for death to finally enter into me You finally understand. that you just couldn't fucking help me You needed to heal yourself first my friend So I'll stop being your bother, and dissaper for sometime

Blank and confused and this is just me. I shall hide behind all the masks and collect the memories Hide the pain the cuts and the lies. you don't need to know these things. Maybe i'll find someone whos nice. Or maybe I'll be the ghost. Forgive me. I beg you! God. Your not real. now I know. you made me lose her. I miss her. I want her back. but that night. I had to be selfish and forget she was broken like me to. Now I beg on my knees for forgiveness before I lose my sanity. I say goodbye. you may lose me. But all I say is. thanks for being there. for a bitch like me

All I tell you dear Is I love you. I don't want to get close I don't want to make the mistakes they made. He promised he wouldn't he promised he'd change He didn't. Already one time. I acted like the beast. I DON'T WANT TO BE LIKE THEM! Make the mistakes. lose you in the end. do I dare keep this love going? and forever lose it all? or do I go through the troubles. and try to not make a mistake. Daddy and Mommy. Why did you hurt each other. Why are you still together I ask so much. even when I young. I was a fool and listened to to your lies. Still here I am. Begging god That he doesn't make me have the same mistakes. I

You will hear this wind you'll hear that voice Maybe say to yourself the name that rings in my head every day. Death will bestow us all. the lies will belove there creators however you will speak with a undefined heart taken by the ones who said Love. Suffer thats not what love is suppose to be? So I guess we now play pretend. Dance for me my puppet! Scream my name! I did all theses things. NOW BECOME INSANE prevail to hurt all! look in there eyes this is what I call a murder. that you've tried to hide SO SCREAM Just SCREAM my name! and maybe I'll make my self the blame. JUST SCREAM! SCREAM MY NAME. Scream it now